Tag: Waiting

Airports

Airports give me very mixed feelings. I know on one end they bring pure joy and bliss because of reuniting with someone, but at the same time it gives absolute heartbreak, because it can also be saying goodbye to someone you don't know if you'll see again. I love getting to see other people so excitedly travelling to the airport ready for their long awaited reunion. It's painful to see the people dreading every mile they pass on the way to the airport, having to say the hardest goodbye. Airports can mean the start to new beginnings, yet leaving all you know and love behind. It can be the most refreshing thing to be or the most stressful.

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Home Bound: Tribute

Things are not in my hands and the best thing to do is make the most of every single moment and leave the planning up to God. As I've said before this entire semester went 100% different than I had planned and at one point it tore me apart. However if I look back now I wouldn't have had it any differently. All the pain lead me to better things and taught me that nothing is guaranteed even though you can be 100% convinced it is. The best thing is to value and cherish every moment you have right now. 

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Weights and Scales: Walking Through The Storm

it's the days where I can get myself to do all of that that motivate me in those down days. If life were always fun and easy, we wouldn't know how to appreciate it and work hard for what we want. It's the storms that make us gain appreciation and the drive to work hard. I have seen myself in the worst case scenario now, and I never want to see myself as that person again. I know now I can fight through anything (with God on my side) and I not only can, but will strive to be the best I can be. 

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Mindful vs. Mind full

I was really set on the numbers and constantly focusing on what lay ahead instead of looking at what lay in front of me. It started off being a coping mechanism so that I wouldn't have to deal with issues I was having at that present moment and could focus on the fun things to come the summer that lay ahead of me. I spent two years of my life only looking forward to things that lay ahead of me instead of appreciating what I had at that very moment.

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Look Up

I was told to drop out of my college course and woke up to 5 missed calls from my ex, so yea you could say its been a weird week.

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A Look Back

Here is a look back on the past 5 months of my life, how I went from homesick, to heartbreak and hopelessness, to being okay and happy again.

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Closure

All the tough and painful situations you thought you couldn’t get through, you got through. No you’re not the same but every experience changes you and impacts you. Trouble never finds you the same way it leaves you.

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Questionable

Im quite sure there’s a point in every TCK’s mind where they consider moving back. The consideration that maybe it wasn’t a smart idea to move here, and life would have been so much better if you had just stayed.

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Indulging During The ‘Waiting Period’

There are times in life where you are put at crossroads, and instead of even having the slightest gut feeling of where you should go, you’re there with zero knowledge of what step to take. Times you think you’re going to go crazy because you’ve never prayed so much in your life for guidance and some sort of sign. Times all you can do is hold on to your faith and trust that God is working something, because you sure can’t figure things out and do it on your own.

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