Some people know what God's calling is for their life from a young age, and are able to spend all that time working towards it. Others only get it much later on in their lives, I know I'm still young, 3 days shy of being 19. But till now I didn't know properly what God's calling was for my life. I found it difficult to choose a study and stick to it, because nothing felt 100% fitting or right for me. Every time I drew a plan it did a 180 on me and I could start from scratch again.
In Ecclesiastes 7:2 it says, "It is better to go to a house of mourning than to go to a house of feasting, for death is the destiny of everyone; the living should take this to heart." As I was walking through the funeral grounds with my dad, he commented how beautiful they actually are. I smiled and thought of this verse and told my dad about it